21 year old gay guy from texas. Living/loving life and being spontaneous is what i do. Want to know more just ask.
♥♡♥♡♥ "Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and the right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay" :) ♡♥♡♥♡
So I know we work together and joke around alot. You know I’m gay and I’m not sure where we stand. It’s like you know I’m flirting with you and you go with it. So last night as I was going to sleep I was thinking about you. Not romantically but as a friend. And as I fell asleep and you just so happened to stay in my mind. So as I was dreaming, we just got off work and you being the racer type guy with your awesome car lol, we were driving to some race that I have know idea where it was. But before we got there you had to stop by the gas station and and when you finished you just sat in the car looking at me. It just felt weird because I’ve crushed on you since we first started working together. So anyways I was telling myself I need to know where we stand in our friendship. So I bluntly came out and asked you “so soso I know you know that I’m gay, and I don’t feel too confident asking you this but I have to know. Are you gay?” And you smiled and looked away and it relieved so much off me I stopped shaking and sweating lol. You looked back up and said….. “yes” and looked me dead in the eye and went in straight for a kiss. And when you did this it was just like a fairy-tale to me because it’s like what I wanted to happen came true. And then we ended up driving off to the race. Well as soon as we got there you opened the door for me and held my hand. And like every fairy-tale there has to be a bad guy. Well going on, this homophobic prick came up to me and punched me straight in the nose and I fell, nose broken and bleeding. You got extremely pissed and started fighting him. And I was trying to get yall to break up. Everything was happening way to fast and as soon as I could stop yall it was too late. You had been shot by one of his friends. When I saw you fall I was torn.! I had held you against my chest crying hysterically. Then the two guys came up to me and said “you fucking fags deserve to be dead” and everything else was a blur. Last I remember from this nightmare was that you died in my arms.